Aidil Fitri

raya tahun ini terasa kekurangan. kerana ketiadaan abang ipar , abang amran yang telah pergi menemui Ilahi pada april lalu. selepas sembahyang raya, kami mengunjungi pusara abang. sedihnya. titis airmata membasahi pipi sambil membaca surah yassin. semoga roh abang dicucuri rahmatNya dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman.

apa pun raya tetap meriah dengan kunjungan saudara, sahabat dan jiran. malam raya selepas solat Isya' , DAM DAM...mercun time!!!( tak sedar diri la ). tak kisahlah walaupun mercun diharamkan, black market ada!! haha...

ni gambar adik ambilkan...

"ok fire!!!" Along zali mula membakar mercun. walao eh...so loud!!! Dam..bomb!!! bila dah satu kampung main mercun dengan bunyi yang kuat, rasa macam perang pulak. berlawan-lawan bunyi paling kuat. " lets attack Maxis tower! " , pemancar Maxis yang kurang dari 100 m ( tak tau la macamana boleh bina stesen pemancar begitu dekat dengan rumah ) terus jadi mangsa serangan mercun kami!! but the best part- bila bakar bunga api yang ada 30 das! macam sambut tahun baru!! pagi -pagi raya pun bakar mercun...cebisan kertas merah bertabur depan pintu rumah..." jangan sapu ...cantik ...ada ong " la dah macam CNY la pulak! who care! 1malaysia maa...

ni la...tak sapu sampai petang.... CNY!!!

walaupun meriah tapi penat...so tiring...tetamu datang silih berganti. hari raya bagi kami adalah hari berkumpul keluarga kami termasuk pakcik makcik sepupu cucu cicit!. family gathering penuh rumah. rumah kami jadi tempat berkumpul kerana nenek tinggal dengan kami dan emak anak perempuan sulung. so memang setiap tahun rumah kami akan jadi sibuk, bising, kecoh, meriah ...SERONOK!!! siapa yang untung? ting ting ting uncle jual aiskrim!!! ye lah.. pukul 11 je uncle ni dah tunggu depan gate rumah!!!

Angpau? haha I mesti dapat...sepatutnya tak boleh dapat dah ..tapi abah bagi, abang bagi, kakak bagi , adik I pun bagi...pakcik makcik pun bagi...so ambil je lah..ye lah I cikgu je... hahaha...

happyheartaza

it's not easy to be me.seriously. i'm always HAPPY with myself. with everything that God gives me. happy with my loving family. mum, dad,brothers, sisters, nieces and nephews.friends.work.lover(s??? haha..)

but there are people who are not happy to see me happy! what's their problem?
hello...get a life people!



happyheartaza

Ramadhan datang lagi. bulan puasa yang ditunggu oleh semua umat Islam. bulan suci .
aiyo..everyone knows that la...

Loves Allah and He loves you. Always. very simple. I always got gastric...must eat every two hours but coz of ramadhan, I want to puasa . and I dont get gastric! miracle? no coz I love Allah and i do it solely coz of Him. and I know He loves me....

This time I hope it would be better than last year..physically, emotionally and spiritually!
Really? yes coz this year i finished my part time degree ( crazy thing!!!!) so got time to go to the mosque. pray a lot. special prayer only during ramadhan. seek for His blessing. His loves. His forgiveness. be more grateful for everything that He gives me.

eh ..that day after form one entrance exam in school , I went to pavilion with ...who else ..Apple-who-loves-Pav! I found the book about the meaning of names. So read this book and found my name. it's a hebrew name! and the meaning : " A GOD'S GIFT"! No wonder i cant find my name in malay/ muslim.! but i love the meaning. so now you know why my email name is ' gifted'!

happyheartaza

Props making and stage setting for the last two weeks before the concert really made me gone crazy, impatient and all sorts of the dark side of AZA! The colours of each day :

-morning before entering hall to do props : orange + red

- hall+ making props : Black

But, there was one day that I jumped and jumped like a small girl when i received a fax from Uni. Teknologi Malaysia saying that : PENCALONAN ANUGERAH NAIB CANSELOR (AKADEMIK). What ? I'm one of the candidates for the highest award in the Uni? seriously I was extemely happy. Eventhough I am a Dean's List for 8 semesters, to me, to be nominated to receive this award also was like ...an honour. whether i win or not ...let see this September! Finally , after struggling for five years as a part time student , i got my second degree in Science and Computer with Education ( major in Maths). My final semester / exam GPA : 4.00 !!!! All As maa!!! CGPA : 3.8 why ? weak in memorizing all the theories and philosophies! ( yeah my worst subject : Philosophy of Education ! ) Yes, being a part time student, really taught me how to manage my time and sacrifice a lot, A LOT ! Weedays , as a teacher. Weekend , Sat ( 2pm -10 pm )and Sun , 8 am- 6pm as a student! Sien and siao !!!

Winning this award- is every uni student's dream!!!

so my face for dat lucky day

happyheartaza

FLOWER DRUM SONG - WMS CONCERT

I must say that the Concert was AWESOME! Why? I was sceptical when the school suggested to stage this musical movie coz for someone like me , I want something like "FAME" or "GREASE" ... I mengantuk / was sleeping/ dreaming while watching the DVD..seriously... and have to replay/ rewind ( more than five times! ). I was like OMG!!!! I like the storyline , the values in the story but there's something missing ! BORING! and the next day I asked my friends " hey , who's gonna sing or dance 'Chop Suey!!!??? Dont make me fall asleep AGAIN!!!" .

so after two months of practice and practice and practice .... FDS of WMS was really AWESOME!!!Much better than the DVD! even the Chop Suey Song was amazing! Everything turned out very well. Kudos to all teachers and students.

Someone asked me( cant remember who ) : "Celestial garden... so where is the garden?"

me : hey like Ampang Park, got park meh?
worst posing ever!!!

Props, stage setting and Backstage Crew :

***thanks a lot and luvs a lot for helping me :

Apple, Dyan, EngSeng, ZiYang, Benjamin, GuiMing, KhaiYuen ( for three years helping me),KhaiMeng,Chun Kit, Danny, YongHui, Stan, Kheng Yew, Gary, Lynna, Yen Jin, Kee Yee, Woei Cong, Khai Seng, Charn Wah, Zhe Chung, Yeow Wha, Shaneal.

Am so sorry if I hurt you ( sure got! ) . With all the 'tastes' that 'blended' together : bitter, sweet sour and 'ma chi' ( hahaha) , I appreciate all the single thing, the hardwork, effort, patient and care that you all did/gave.

I know I gave them this ' angry face' for the last two weeks

and this...

and my fav one-liner....

Thanks to my colleague : Mdm Kamala, Mr Louise, Mr Nathan and Mr Siva.

Crew Outing : Pizza Hut + "Inception" ( how I wish I can build my own dream =))

And this what the crew gave me for ' my birthday' - too early la...!!! They even sang the birthday song in Pavilion loudly, publicly !

but yeah..i know I'm always SEXY! ( haha...)

luv,

happyheartaza

A NEW DAY HAS COME...

I see the light in your eyes...



happyheartaza

Gosh...the concert is in just few weeks time...I'm DEAD!!! props havent done yet! stress? yes... (you are abnormal if you dont have stress!)...as usual...i dont like to talk if preoccupied with not only concert but other things as well. seriously. i have NO MOOD TO TALK to anyone, ANYONE, ( not even to dearie - i didnt see her last week! worst!) and i got irritated, annoyed when some students kept asking me..

"are you ok?" seriously..i can become a MONSTER if too many ( max 6 ppl !) people ask me this question! Eat them all!!! Worst , if that question was the first thing i heard early in the morning! If quiet then they thought I'm not OK, if i talked, they said noisy...then what??? but yeah..they are my students...somehow i see happiness in them...they are part of my life...

so entered 4m class, wanted to teach " tangent to a circle" but i stopped. Suddenly this picture appeared...in my head! so drew it on the whiteboard

Me : ok class what is this?

students: set...subsets...circles..

Me : No.. it is a mexican frying an egg!

Students : OMG...hahahahahaha

and know what? I de-stressed hearing them laughing!! That was at almost 1 pm and that was the first time i laughed and de-stressed for that day! so weird...coz it's not that i never make joke ( or LAME jokes).. but to see some people who normally just grin , but this time also laughing...dats ahhh...like me eating strawberry chocolate! but seriously ,it's weird!!

happyheartaza

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