what a rainy ending for a perfect day...

if i care for someone.means i really care. but dont misjudge or misunderstand me. if i care and there's love for you , then that it is my 'problem'. i never or wont ask you to do the same. but just dont hurt me. talk to me. coz i dont like to hear it from others. be honest to me. n please dont just deny it and hoping that everything will be fine. it doesnt /wont work , baby. sooner or later, I'll know the truth. but, by the time you know how much i care for you, maybe its too late. I wont look back. I seek happiness. I just wanna be with those whom i can share my happiness.
when was the last time we shared our moment , happily ? idk.

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I was really geram at someone today ( 28.10.10 ). why?
because one moron so stubborn , didnt want to admit her mistakes.VERY GLARING MISTAKE! its ok if she didnt want to admit but to fire me back because i reported it, was too much...TOOO MUCH! when I'm really angry* i wont become incredible hulk* but one of this two things will happen;
1. I ll cry- coz DAMN angry.
2. PUNCH that person.

you choose!




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CONVOCATION!!!

Alhamdullillah...finally graduated in Science and Computer with Education ( Mathematics )- First Class Honours!!! ... got Dean's Award! and UTM award! ..didnt expect I will get all this when i decided to do second degree! but ..yeah..i tthink my brain only works with numbers or LOGIC! well, pease dont talk about my first degree. its not that i regret about it ..but..wrong course..didnt suit me! seriously...

congratulation!!!

Medal for Dean's Award : with CPA 3. 87 !!!

all the awards: UTM Award throphy, Dean's Award medal, certificates n the RM 500 mock cheque! ( yay got money! )

Dewan Konvo Dewan Sultan Iskandar, Uni Teknologi Malaysia.

with friends : aishah, yati n sabiah

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Aidil Fitri

raya tahun ini terasa kekurangan. kerana ketiadaan abang ipar , abang amran yang telah pergi menemui Ilahi pada april lalu. selepas sembahyang raya, kami mengunjungi pusara abang. sedihnya. titis airmata membasahi pipi sambil membaca surah yassin. semoga roh abang dicucuri rahmatNya dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman.

apa pun raya tetap meriah dengan kunjungan saudara, sahabat dan jiran. malam raya selepas solat Isya' , DAM DAM...mercun time!!!( tak sedar diri la ). tak kisahlah walaupun mercun diharamkan, black market ada!! haha...

ni gambar adik ambilkan...

"ok fire!!!" Along zali mula membakar mercun. walao eh...so loud!!! Dam..bomb!!! bila dah satu kampung main mercun dengan bunyi yang kuat, rasa macam perang pulak. berlawan-lawan bunyi paling kuat. " lets attack Maxis tower! " , pemancar Maxis yang kurang dari 100 m ( tak tau la macamana boleh bina stesen pemancar begitu dekat dengan rumah ) terus jadi mangsa serangan mercun kami!! but the best part- bila bakar bunga api yang ada 30 das! macam sambut tahun baru!! pagi -pagi raya pun bakar mercun...cebisan kertas merah bertabur depan pintu rumah..." jangan sapu ...cantik ...ada ong " la dah macam CNY la pulak! who care! 1malaysia maa...

ni la...tak sapu sampai petang.... CNY!!!

walaupun meriah tapi penat...so tiring...tetamu datang silih berganti. hari raya bagi kami adalah hari berkumpul keluarga kami termasuk pakcik makcik sepupu cucu cicit!. family gathering penuh rumah. rumah kami jadi tempat berkumpul kerana nenek tinggal dengan kami dan emak anak perempuan sulung. so memang setiap tahun rumah kami akan jadi sibuk, bising, kecoh, meriah ...SERONOK!!! siapa yang untung? ting ting ting uncle jual aiskrim!!! ye lah.. pukul 11 je uncle ni dah tunggu depan gate rumah!!!

Angpau? haha I mesti dapat...sepatutnya tak boleh dapat dah ..tapi abah bagi, abang bagi, kakak bagi , adik I pun bagi...pakcik makcik pun bagi...so ambil je lah..ye lah I cikgu je... hahaha...

happyheartaza

it's not easy to be me.seriously. i'm always HAPPY with myself. with everything that God gives me. happy with my loving family. mum, dad,brothers, sisters, nieces and nephews.friends.work.lover(s??? haha..)

but there are people who are not happy to see me happy! what's their problem?
hello...get a life people!



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Ramadhan datang lagi. bulan puasa yang ditunggu oleh semua umat Islam. bulan suci .
aiyo..everyone knows that la...

Loves Allah and He loves you. Always. very simple. I always got gastric...must eat every two hours but coz of ramadhan, I want to puasa . and I dont get gastric! miracle? no coz I love Allah and i do it solely coz of Him. and I know He loves me....

This time I hope it would be better than last year..physically, emotionally and spiritually!
Really? yes coz this year i finished my part time degree ( crazy thing!!!!) so got time to go to the mosque. pray a lot. special prayer only during ramadhan. seek for His blessing. His loves. His forgiveness. be more grateful for everything that He gives me.

eh ..that day after form one entrance exam in school , I went to pavilion with ...who else ..Apple-who-loves-Pav! I found the book about the meaning of names. So read this book and found my name. it's a hebrew name! and the meaning : " A GOD'S GIFT"! No wonder i cant find my name in malay/ muslim.! but i love the meaning. so now you know why my email name is ' gifted'!

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Props making and stage setting for the last two weeks before the concert really made me gone crazy, impatient and all sorts of the dark side of AZA! The colours of each day :

-morning before entering hall to do props : orange + red

- hall+ making props : Black

But, there was one day that I jumped and jumped like a small girl when i received a fax from Uni. Teknologi Malaysia saying that : PENCALONAN ANUGERAH NAIB CANSELOR (AKADEMIK). What ? I'm one of the candidates for the highest award in the Uni? seriously I was extemely happy. Eventhough I am a Dean's List for 8 semesters, to me, to be nominated to receive this award also was like ...an honour. whether i win or not ...let see this September! Finally , after struggling for five years as a part time student , i got my second degree in Science and Computer with Education ( major in Maths). My final semester / exam GPA : 4.00 !!!! All As maa!!! CGPA : 3.8 why ? weak in memorizing all the theories and philosophies! ( yeah my worst subject : Philosophy of Education ! ) Yes, being a part time student, really taught me how to manage my time and sacrifice a lot, A LOT ! Weedays , as a teacher. Weekend , Sat ( 2pm -10 pm )and Sun , 8 am- 6pm as a student! Sien and siao !!!

Winning this award- is every uni student's dream!!!

so my face for dat lucky day

happyheartaza