this one is for you sayang! I know you like this song.
when i look at you..
luv,
happyheartaza
Went out to pavillion with friends. looking for place to eat. it was lunch hour. crowded. then i saw someone. i pretended i didnt see her. but i told my friend . mixed feeling. but ahh nevermind. still searching for place then suddenly
" still remember me? " she asked.
God! She found me ! was she following me ?I didnt know what to say. stunned?
" yea..." short reply..
" I saw you just now. then i follow you to make sure it was you.." and her eyes-gosh! the way she looking at me ... i turned and looking for my friend...
"oh..err.. i thought you're in ..."
" no i just transferred here..."
God.my heart! beating very fast. in my head " I've erased the memories of you...why today me meet again?"
seven years ago ,
I was at home when she called " hei, what are you doing ?"
"nothing...thinking of you haha" yes true . I was thinking of her coz i remember that time i was looking at our photos.
" really? so sweet. i miss you. i got fever. "
" fever? go and see doc"
" i went already but ..."
" but wat?"
" I want to see you..seriously...please"
" ok...i see you later"
so i went to her house...she so 'manja' and I noticed something, our photo hanging on her wall and written on it
' I LOVE AZA' .
we were friends - close friends. we always meet. and always on the phone till wee hour. we love each other. really. i love her. she loves me. but she misunderstood. she thought more than friend. God! I not crazy. I had to stop all this- i mean her ' extremely loving me more than just friend!' but i didnt know how until one day I saw her with her friend- a guy . I didnt really knew that man , just the name. So that night, she called me . our convo as usual till I told her that I saw her with that guy. her voice changed.
"oh thats my friend.I thought you know him?"
" yes but..so close...both of you look so like match each other..so sweet , I like it"
All of sudden , she screamed at me " what are you talking about? you dont trust me? why are you saying this? why you want to hurt me?...Aza, I only love you...!!"
I hang up! i ignored her calls many times after that. Luckily she didnt know my house!
one day i got phone called. It was her. " Aza..can we talk"
" yeah can but let me tell you something..." I told her everything. the last thing i said,
" we can be friend, close friend, I love you as my best friend, nothing more or maybe like loving a sister.."
this time she hang up ...and that was the last time we talked...
and today,after seven years, we meet again...only God knows my feeling...
happyheartaza
Seeing is believing!
I still on bed , tired after coming back from Club Med Cherating when i got phone call from my brother , Along Zali ,telling me that his daughter is in hospital.fainted. unconcious! God, please not again . we just lost our brother couple of months ago. My brother actually was on the way to Kelantan to visit his father-in law so he asked me to go to hospital first. Reached hospital , emergency ward but all that the doctor said was " oh, she just got hyperventillation. nothing serious . can take her home. dont worry..take care" thank God. But I noticed that my niece , Lulu, looked so weak. took her home. my brother reached KL that night and noticed something wrong with Lulu.So we decided to go back to our hometown.
" eh this car like so heavy...cant speed! " Along said.
I looked at the speedometer, " 90 km/h only? cant go faster? "
something weird. It's REXTON! normally he drives like more than 130 km/h !
" something wrong. recite some quran versus " Along requested.
after a while, the car could speed!...yes something wrong somewhere...something following us!
Lulu looked very weak but started saying something which hardly can be heard. Her eyes - bigger than usual like looking for something. then she started like screaming . her voice was different-not her voice. We tried to hold her and continued to recite quran.
Along decided to take her to see our uncle who is -not bomoh- but know how to 'cure' this kind of disease/penyakit /histeria caused by evil spirit.
My uncle started to do his ' practice' - reciting some quran versus- when Lulu started screaming . She became stronger and sound like a man! " AKU NAK KELUAR!", 'he' said this many times. I knew 'someting'-that evil spirit- in her body!" AKU NAK ILA!"
Ila? who is Ila? after almost an hour struggling with 'Lulu' ..she concious but really weak.
then my uncle put an egg to her hand and recite something. Then he took the egg , broke it , and we SAW a face on the yolk -scary face- and Lulu said " I saw it on the way back to my hostel!"
few minutes later, Wafi, Lulu's younger brother barged in, frightened " wafi nampak hantu atas bumbung rumah tadi tapi dah hilang! "
Ya Allah! I only believe in You! Please protect us from this evil spirit!
happyheartaza
Yay! The BIGGEST event of this year! World Cup 2010 South Africa. Ready? yup!
My England away jersey No 4 Gerrard weh!bought 4 years ago . No..not from chow kit or Petaling Street but straight from London! I was wearing it and gonna wear this everytime England match coz Rooney's jersey is on the way!( yea waiting for my sis to come back from UK ). and yay! Gerrard is the Captain! Come on baby!
my hope for this World Cup :
1. England will be the champion! -eventhough my friends said it's a ZERO hope! No, i'm optimist!
( if not England, then Spain lorr! )
fuyoh! my ..MY jersey!( can fit or not?!!! lol )
2 My fav player, Rooney wont swear to the referee! else Red card! His skills on the pitch undeniable! Shoooh CR! get the golden boot!
3. He will use his 'last minute shoot' magic to win all matches!
but sad la..beckham cant play! wait..see he's still the most handsome footballer. Sorry la, to me CR not handsome at all! erk! this is football..face is not important.. proven by Rooney. lol.
the best goalkeeper, iker casillas. yay! he is coming to KL, August!
and the football world sure miss this guy, the football living legend, Zinedine Zidane!
His ' head butts' in the World Cup 2006 wont be forgotten! haha.yeah now i can laugh..four years ago when the ref sent him off , i cried! but I honoured him.he 'head-butt'-ed to the Italian coz the italian insulted his sister! He 'sacrificed' for her sister , red-carded during final match, in his last appearance ! damn sad...DAMN SAD!
whatever it is...i'm just ready to sacrifice my 'sleeping time'!
" We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's' worth having, it's worth fighting for "
- Cheryl Cole "fight for love"
happyheartaza
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