I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
Even breaking my heart,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
Cause I'm sure you know who you are
What inside our hearts will remain unspoken...
May God gives you...
For every storm, a rainbow,
For every tear, a smile,
For every care, a promise,
And a blessing in each trial.
For every problem life sends,
A faithful friend to share,
For every melody, a sweet song,
And an answer for each prayer.
Bye...
UNSPOKEN..
I damn careless!
I went to MPH Jusco, searching for another John Grisham's book coz just finished 'The Associates'. Then, I heard announcement
" pemilik kenderaan WMS 2489 , sila alihkan kenderaan anda.Terima kasih."
Blur! , i juz ignored the first announcement
" Diulang, pemilik kenderaan WMS ........"
OMG! my car! why?? Oh no ! Not again!
I quickly ran to the parking area...looking for my car...then I saw the security guard standing next to my car...
" Cik, cermin kereta tak tutup!", he told me,politely
Again!? this is the second time in three or four months ...haih so careless. But that's not so bad. Worse, I parked my car at the roadside in my campus and I left my car key and house key on the car-boot for more than 10 hours ! I guess the students of UTM either honest or BLIND!but thanks people...Thank GOD!
happyheartaza
Adam Lambert - Time For Miracles
so funny...this song kept 'following' me wherever i go for the past three days...
' i give up..'
the longest "yyaaaaaaaaammmmssseenngggggg!!!"
Steven...Mr Cool!
Daryl,Anisha, Vetton, Leon, Aaron,James and Darshan
Esther-the school captain-Peggy, YengKit, Ping Hua
Dont sit on the table!!
The girls are smiling but the two guys..???
jamie, Sue Ping and Amir...4L 'PR'
"Miss Independent"( the rest of 4L'ers : sorry i dont have your pics...)
So...4L'09
It's a good year..but
I hope next year will be better..
in everything
3rd BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!!!
1st surprise:
6th Nov
T.G.i Fridays...
2nd s u r p r i s e:
6th Nov
Esther (F) 's house
3 rd s u r p r i s e
19th Nov
4L class Party
BIG THANK YOU
THIS BIRTHDAY CARD REALLY ...SUPERB... AWESOME!!!
so...
- enjoy your holiday
happyheartaza
Ingatlah Diriku
Sejujurnya diriku tak ingin kehilanganmu Aku sangat sayang padamu Namun perpisahan ini menjemputku
Semoga kita bersama lagi
Ingatkah diriku yang pernah Ada disampingmu Ada diwaktumu Ada dihatimu
Kuingat dirimu yang pernah Hadir disampingku Temani waktuku Temani hatiku
*i heard this song,on RedFM, while driving back from Pavilion.
That was the very first time i heard it and reminded me of someone...who?
Only God knows...
happyheartaza
F A M I L Y
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.
" By this time, I felt very small, And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."
FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow,
the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?
So what is behind the story?
Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU
happyheartaza
Bloom as often as you can...
Enjoy the relaxing rhythm of waves...
Spread your wings and take off on your own... 
" LIFE IS GOD'S GIFT TO YOU
( obviously I stole this pic from someone's blog!)To All My Students , Form Five of WMS,
SPM is just around the corner...coming to crack your head!
Nothing to worry...I believe all of you are " fully loaded" with all the facts ,formulas and strategies!! I know majority of you have problem with Sejarah (it's just a mindset) and some in Biology(?), believe in yourselves and dont give up!
( else, Hui Ee can give free last minute Sejarah tuition! )
*JiaSheng, ChouYun,Melvin,SeongLam, David and You Li and others- make sure your handwriting is legible and neat
*Dont get panic ,
*have enough sleep night before.
To Xian Wei, Cardin, Kar Yau, Mark , Vern Kit , Jon Ong , Wilson, Jang Foong - do your best.
If ALL of you get A for Maths ,then you'll hear " I do !" lol!
( Maths applies here- Implication -If p then q )
To all lovely girls - brainy beauties ( cant type all your names) -
keep the record "Scholar of the Year!"
( boys-I'm sorry for being sexist ! )
PeiJean-get better than 'Szesze'
Russell- 'Time for miracle'
happyheartaza
after watching this movie, my friend asked,
" is 2012 warned us to repent and be good or ... be with your loved ones?"
"both!"
" Anyone who has an atom's worth of goodness will see it and anyone who has done an atom's worth of evil will also see it.
-Al-Quran 99:7
Prophet Muhammad , among other things, came to warn us of a time when truth would be known, when the thoughts and intentions of the heart would be revealed. He earnestly proclaimed as inevitable a day when accounts would be settled and when scales would be balanced.
So, be a good Muslim. I know ,time and again , I committed sin ,- not major like drinking beer, adultery etc-but then I seek forgiveness from God. Indeed, He is ar-Rahman, the Most Compassionate, and ar-Raheem, the Most Merciful.
but, man is different- will they forgive me?
happyheartaza
FENOMENA - NOVEMBER RAIN
"Kau genggam perasaan ku
Bila kau hampir kepadaku
Kemarau di dalam dada
Basah bagaikan disirami
Bayangmu sekilas datang
Mengangguku dalam lena
Sulitnya memikirkan perasaan
Ini datang...
Kau bawa Fenomena
Kau ciptaFenomena...
Indah amat mengasyikkan"
NOVEMBER RAIN ...
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain,
ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
................
happyheartaza
HOW POOR WE ARE?
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son,
'How was the trip?"
''It was great, Dad.''
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah,' said the son.
'So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?' asked the father
The son answered:
'I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them.'
The boy's father was speechless.
Then his son added,
'Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are.'
Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about what we don't have.Appreciate every single thing you have, especially your friends!
'Life is too short and friends are too few.'
today...mixed feeling...
Last day , last maths class with fifth former. Actually , Pei Jean, VK ,his twin Cardin , Henry talked about it and suddenly I ..I haih...donno wat to say...no ..I wont cry...you wont see me cry ..."Big girl dont cry !"
wait, now i remember a song , like this..
" ...I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
it's not a big big thing
if you leave me...
but I do do feel
that I do do will
miss u much...miss u much..."
So from me, AZA , to all of you , my dear students,
Thanx for everything...now you're leaving , leaving behind all the memories .Good or bad, bitter or sweet ( I'll keep the good things only! bad things? -you are forgiven ) and my prayers will always be with you ..wishing you the very best..
Sorry for everything. I know whether you happy or not with me ... by the way you look at me or talk to me ... I know what you talked about me -forgive me , my dear student, I'm also human...sometimes(?) i hurt your feeling (eventhough MOST of the time, I get HURT!) . I cant please each and everyone of you ...so.. SORRY ya...
Wishing you all the 'bestest' of the best, the very best in everything you do ( the good thing only !!!)
- I know Maths is like 'second class 'subject since you are 'obsessed' with Physics, Chem ,bio and Add Maths but
Remember,
MATH RULES!!! Believe me!
happyheartaza
